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Tuesday, September 6, 2011
@ 2:50 AM Shut up Geraldine. Shut up shut up. Stop being the bitch in everyone's life. Yes even I hate myself so much, I feel like slapping myself in the face.. 05092011 : It just felt like the worst nightmare ever. I guess I do believe in Karma now. Its coming nearer and nearer to me. For whatever things that I wanted so badly, it will go further from me instead. Nothing to blame , but myself. My hearts feels more hurt whenever I read our conversation repeatedly again and again. Tears started flooding in my eyes and thus , teared. A use to be the 'happy ' girl, had turn out to be the world's Fucking asshole bitch who cries like a baby. I surrender. Feels like God's toying my life upside down but I aint gonna blame it on him. I know God have his own reason, to lead my life this way .. Sigh, BUT DUDE!, I still misses you a lot a lot. Words are too little to express how I felt to you even though we just knew each other only like , 1 month plus? I told you I'll love you no matter what happens , and I'll do what I say. I hope you'll keep your promise too.. If only our parents wasn't that stict towards us .. If only we were meant to be.. Sigh. Yea right , if only.. Tsk.. 'Talking to the moon' Yea, I finally understood how it feels like already. Just staring out the window, hoping you were right beside me.. Although you're just a street away my block, I still hope I could see you, every single day. Crap. What am I thinking. Its over.. P.S. : If only I hadn't took that fucking flu medicine which made me drowsy after that , yesterday night, our conversation wouldn't just end it that way. Fuck my life. I only woke up around 2 , to find out , everything was over. That's our last conversation, I guess .. It fucking fucking fucking hurt inside. Say no more. Uncontrollable tears forming out again. I bet I won't be sleeping tonight.. Its just an impossible task to do.. :\ Labels: xoxo |
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