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Friday, August 23, 2013
Getting what i deserve @ 7:15 PM As seen from the previous post, i have been very lazy for the past few months. And for that, i deserve the disappointing marks that i thought i would never ever get. I scored a B4 for Chinese O level examination, and a Merit for the oral. This is not what i want to have. This is really shocking and i do not know how to explain my feelings. Chinese is the easiest subject for me to score, and this is what i get in return.Seeing my best friend being able to score so well, and here i am, a B4 useless student. Ha.That is definitely embarrassing and life is just plainly unfair. I know, i shouldn't compare with anyone else because the real person that i need to defeat in this 'war' would be myself! But, i have lost all the confidence, and i actually do not know the reason for me to keep trying, to keep pushing myself and to keep hoping for a miracle to happen in my pathetic life. All i know is that i am a dumb person and nothing could cure my stupidity. That's right. Friends in school are calling me dense. Saying that my level of stupidity is lower than what he could imagine. But i don't take his words seriously.... until today. What's worse, when i told my results to my family, the feedback from them was " WAH WHY SO LOUSY!" "RETAKE!" and both sister started talking about their wonderful A1 and A2 Chinese results they scored in the past. Oh wow, thanks for adding salt to my wound. However, i will not be mad at them since they are right. I am lousy and that's the fact. Nevertheless, i will work hard. At least for a few more months until O level is officially over. Even though the road that i am walking on might be filled with many obstacles, i MUST never give up, and one day i will SUCCEED. Labels: xoxo |
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