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Wednesday, September 7, 2011
@ 7:30 PM I waited for you to return home from band. Stood right infront of the window for hours just to see you , one glance is enough .. But as my mum called me to have my dinner , and after I've return , I notice your door was closed already. Guess we don't really have fate .. :\ I'm going for camp tomorrow. And i miss you so. I notice I'll randomly look out of the window everytime .. I doesn't know why either.. But I just hope to see you .. ): Why must always there be problems in a relationship. I mean, since two people love each other so much, why can't we be together happily ? Its not once that this situation had happen to me. Its twice already.. Why must it be so cruel ? My heart ache everytime I re-read our messages. It contains so much enotion in it. I know you're hurt and sad too .. But what can we do. We can't even communicate now and You've deleted me from Facebook. I wonder what you're doing , I wonder where are you now , and how you're feeling. I'm so curious everytime. And thus, I would look out my window and hope for your presence. Once I see your door went open, I would stare at it before heading back on what I'm doing. Well , actually, I don't really have anything to do and I have totally zero mood too. I'm lazy to pack my bag, lazy to complete my hw , lazy to study and also even lazy to move. What is happening eh. All I do is to eat and sleep. I find life being too meaningless already. What for to study for years , just to have a good and stable job next time in the future ? We would still need to work to make a living for ourself. Its not fun. And its totally waste of energy. So what having high degree. Just to let others look up to you? Just to feel proud ? And What for putting in effort in a relationship when you've already knew that it wouldn't even last ? Life's so funny. Having this type of meaningless life is worthless. Crying to sleep every night. Having the feeling of being lonely once I open my eyes every morning. Not much friends. Haters getting more and more. I'm a total failure.. ): - Cutted my fringe today. Its ugly. Tsk I don't even care for my appearance anymore. I don't have energy for it. - I miss you. Blogging is the only way to 'get closer' to you. Cause I know you'll read it. But if you could just leave a response in my chat box, I'll sure feel better .. :\ Labels: Fuck My Life |
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